GT mowog wrote:
Hey Matt, I hope you're not taking up another habbit here.
yeah, I've been on 'that' table and it's freaky weird enough, but to be watching yourself have a heart attack, that would be really wierd and super freaky!
Speedy and un-eventful recovery mate.
Ha , yeah , well,,, the first time (Byron) i was all crunched up & after die-ing a couple of times i really didn`t quite know what was happening as they were fitting the stent,,, but suddenly there was no more pain & i just layed back & said--> "Now Why didnt you give me that much morphine the first time???" , & of course they all broke up laughing ,,,seems i was the only one in the room that didn`t know i had the stent fitted.
But this time it was all meant to be peachy & simple & "in & out" in a day & all ever so casual & "we do 900 of these a year" & blah blah blah,,, but i had a funny feeling the 2 weeks before i went in that something was wrong, i know it may sound silly but i just knew crap was going to happen, i even said it to Marly a few times before the opp.
anyways, i`m on the table , they shove the wire into my groin & then the tube thingy in, add the die (pun intended) & away we go
i`m watching the screens, x-ray pulses & blood pulses it`s all quite amazing,,, pretty wild really , watching the indsides of my own heart while it`s happening

still stuns me

but suddenly there`s this big explosion thingy goin on at the top of the stent & i`m "Bang"!!! crunched up hard,,,, here we go again & i`m just gasping & crunching up,,, it`s all de-ja-vous & i`m just not happy Jan
so i`m trying to keep my eyes open to watch whats happening (& that`s not happeing very well,,, i`m barely getting glimpses) But the doc is just sooper cool, all casual telling the nurse to add 10mls of morf & so many mls of mtg stuff (anginine,,,opens arterys) asking me what the pain level is & i`m just wanting them to smash me over the head with a hammer at this point, but i tell him it`s an 8 cause it wasn`t quite as bad as the one in Byron but it`s climbing, so he says the puff of plaque is disapating now you should be feeling less pain by now,,,, But i`m not,,, it`s now way worse & getting worse-er,,, & i just can`t take this anymore, i`m getting flashbacks from Byron & then i feel that god awfull feeling again like all the blood is draining out of my body just like in byron & then boom i`m gooone
so it seems only like a split second & i`m back,,, but no rising above the table this time, nothing like that,,,, & i`m back, in pain, & the doc is appologising for that misshap & again asks the question "how bad`s the pain now ?, it should all be gone" ,,, but it isn`t & i`m now pretty determined to see what`s happening so i look up at the screen & i can see the path is clear at the top near the stent where the explosion was,,, but there`s a big kidney shaped chunk of it way down the bottom of that artery (maybe it`s 2 bits sort of joined together) anyways so i say to him, (actually attempting to point at it,,, like an idiot cause he`s not looking at me is he ?

i`m such a dork sometimes) "hey there`s a big chunk of it down the bottom there"
anyways, he says -->"Oh!!!,,, so there is",,, now what can i say to that??? he`s the damn doc yeah?

so here i am crunching up in pain & it`s getting worse & worse again, so he tells the nurse to add more morf & more Mtg stuff
then he says --. "i might have to open you up",,, & i mean, well,,, i`ve had a bloody gut full of this, i had a funny feeling this was going to happen & i`m just feeling like total crap, i really don`t need this at all,,, not one bit.
Then he says that my plaque is like """feta cheese, it`s normally so hard that sometimes you can`t get the wire through it",,,, "the wire!!!" , he says with a bit of exclamation,,,
suddenly he grabs the wire that the stent tube fits over & feeds it back through the stent & down to the plaque-chunk & starts poking away at it , effectively breaking it up,,, this man is just awesome,,, stayed cool as a cucumber & thought up a new trick
apparently it`s never happened before,,, my plaque is softish & has sifted "Through" the gauze of the stent,,,, he was baffled because my 100% blocked left anterior (the first one i had, only a couple of months ago) & most other people`s plaque, is/was hard as rock & nothing broke off or went soft,,, so it had him baffled.
After the opp he came around & we talked about the opp & the whys & wherefors & my diet that i`ve put myself on since the first heart attack (from looking up "the China Study" book referred to me by one of my customers Andrew Purcell) & we`ve come to the conclusion that the diet is already starting to work the plaque into a softish state ... & looking at the angiogram for another artery that i have, which "was" 40% blocked a couple of months ago,,, the current angiogram shows it`s now far less blocked.
the only problem now is (like i said earlier) that i have a decent sized chunk of crap sitting at the bottom of my heart that he couldn`t get to, it`s effectively blocking a small section & causing quite a bit of bruising & will take some time to disipate & even longer to heal that section of the heart (if it does at all)
so,,, no more eating animals ok??? Just fruits, salads, vegs, nuts, beans, wholemeal breads pastas & brown rice & stuff ok>>??? that`s all i`ve eaten for 2 months & that`s all i`m ever going to eat,,,well ,,,ok,,, that`s a lie,,, i am going to have a little bit of ham at Christmas
